Report Cards make me nervous. It's a little sad to think that sometimes I need those little good things in life to reassure myself that I should be happy. Having luck on my side and someone watching over me to bless me and make me thankful for what I have.
At this time I have to admit that I'm a bit scared to be living my life. At any given moment we could all die and not have seen it coming. The thought of another terrorism attack sticks in the back of my mind. I wake up in the mornings thanking God that I am able to live another day. I've grown terribly simple-minded to appreciate everything I usually take for granted. Nonetheless, even though I have worries of another possible attack or some nationwide virus outbreak, it still doesn't stop me from living my life.
It took too long to find out my grades from this past semester. For nearly a month I worried what grades my professors gave me, whether they felt as if I put enough effort in my work or if I didn't care what my test grades were. I checked for my grades online a couple days ago and I'm so glad that my grades are very much better than last semester. A's and B's. And a C in biology, but I knew that was coming. I raised my GPA up a whole letter grade and I'm sure that I'm now out of academic probation.
So for weeks I've been kind of sad, assuming my grades were as worse as last time and all my attempts at getting better grades was worthless. Now that I found out my grades I've been pretty happy these days that from late January to May my efforts paid off. Now I'm determined to study more next semester, because we all know I try to do my best. Right?
This is the part where you go, "ahaha, yeah right. you keep on telling yourself that."
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I have confidence you will do your best. Good work on achieving the higher grades Erma.
