This is one of my late night nonsensical confessionals.
So we went to Foxwoods again. That darn place knows how to keep us coming back again with their monthly free food coupons and free gifts. I ate a whole plate of buffalo chicken wings. Never in my life would I ever thought I'd be able to take so much hot sauce in one sitting. I think I ate so much buffalo wings in college that hot sauce doesn't bother me anymore, it's more like a satisfaction to the taste buds in my mouth.
After dinner we went to go pick up Joan's free gift. For a while I've been thinking, this is Foxwoods Resort Casino. They have hundreds of employees. I'm friends with a few of them. I bet I know or used to be friends with others working there. So my roaming eyes caught sight of a really cute guy working behind the counter. He looked kinda familiar to me as if I saw him before. It's like when you see someone and you're most sure that you've never met them before, but you think long and hard that maybe you have. I looked at his nametag: Herbert. NO WAY. I've only known one Herbert in my life and that was a boy that used to be my friend in elementary school. We went to different middle schools and then I forgot about him after that. No we didn't get to his counter and he was so busy he didn't even look in my direction. He's much taller now and did a little highlighting to his hair. Yum yum, gimme some. He's lookin' mighty fine these days. Who would've thought that he'd still be near home after all these years. Oh yeah we won't get into his name. Poor kid.
Why oh why do I have to be so damn shy and mindless when it comes to being even slightly attracted to a guy?! I gotta talk to him. I wanna know if he's still the nice guy I used to know. I would hate to talk to him again and he turns out to be the biggest jerk. I wonder if he has a girlfriend.
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I have trouble approaching guys too. The one time I did it though, I got a two year relationship out of it, so I suppose it is worth a shot. Now, I just want to sit back and wait for guys to come to me. It might take a while for me to get one, but I think I worked too hard in my last relationship to be able to go out and look for a new one.
